____________________________15.7.10

Somehow i can never find the words to say,
even though i try to write it down on a piece,
it still remains empty till the end of the day.
Sweet everything, Sweet nothings,
Is that all you have to say?
When will you ever mean what you say?
When will you start picking up the pieces you've left behind?

Stop dreaming of a fairytale you'll never find
Stop dreaming of paradise when all you've left is room for one
There's no love in that
No state of tranquility
Just light up the no vacancy sign
and turn away everyone close to you
How long more will you stay?

So that's the way it is
You've given up again haven't you?
Well that's a pity
I thought we saw more in you
But hey
Don't give it up will you?

Will you open your eyes to see that there's no fairytale
Will you open up your eyes to see that there's no room for just one
There's no love in that
No state of tranquility
Just light up the no vacancy sign
and turn away everyone close to you
There's no more need to stay

Sink, swim, doesn't matter
Let's just batter up at look for that homerun
The light at the end of the tunnel is coming up real fast
Won't you open your eyes and just take a look at me
hear what ive gotta say
You may not like it but hey,
Don't give it up will you?


8:59 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.




____________________________19.5.10

Sometimes, it really is so easy to get caught up with everything that's happening in life... So much, that we forget what life is really all about!
Our emotions get the better of us, we make many wrong decisions, we hurt the people around us, we hurt ourselves...
Take time my friends, take time to just sit back and look at the world around you and just listen, take time to just feel the breeze and smell the petals in the meadow, you never know what you might be missing :)

Being back to PWS brings back lots of memories, good and bad, but nonetheless, all precious. Walking into the gate past the familiar condo left me with that warm fuzzy feeling, seeing the faces of my dear juniors and teachers sparked up emotions that i had long forgotten. I really can't wait to see them all again :D


12:33 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.




____________________________24.3.10

Today was officially the PEARLS bbq, it really has been too long since i've seen all my students :)
I really thank God, for the way He has shown me that He is working in the live of His people, His ways are really WAY beyond comprehension. It's always easy to assume that if a student seems to be rowdy or mischevious at first, that he is really not interested. But God has been showing me how when He works, He really finishes what He is out to accomplish. Even though I am not really sure what is going to happen with the student, but I will do all I can to the best of my ability to sow the seed for i know when my God works, He works.

But Father, help me to trust in your ways that i might not tire or be weary, even lazy, bt help me to obey your commands that I might faithfully serve your people, acting as merely a loving channel for Your divine resources to meet Your people.

I'd like to request for those who read my blog, to continue praying for the people we encounter daily, for the people we are continuing to meet, for the people we meet each day, for we never know how or who God chooses to work in. This is the confidence we have in approaching God, that if we ask anything according to His will, He will hear us. 1 John 5:14 Let us continue to commit everything unto our Lord, not in the hope that He will solve all our problems, but in full confidence that He will accomplish what He has set out to do.


12:03 AM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.




____________________________2.3.10

March 01, Monday 9 am
Target audience: Jewish congregation with influence of the Essenes

Hidden among the congregation, there are those who fall away.
1) Never had a relationship in the first place
2) Never fully understood the depth and beauty of the work and person of Christ Jesus and they never truly believed the saving grace and our inexplicable corruption.

Solution
1) The pulling factor should be the appreciating the grandeaur of Jesus Christ and the total adequacy of Christian salvation Vs. The local church per se. They should be inspired to come because of the recoginition of God's glory compared to the attractiveness of the church itself( being the focus) although the effort to make the church welcoming can be helpful.

The replacement of the Old with the New Covenant
1)The coming of a new High Priest of a different order (Heb :9-10, 7:11-17)
2)Greater ministry (Hebrews 7:25)
3) Truly effective sacrifice (Heb 9:13-14)
4)Transforming the hearts and minds of all who are God's people (Heb 8:10)

Source of erroneous teaching affecting the people
Essenes
Visionaries
Believed in coming of Messaihnic Kingdom
The coming of a God given prophet
Saw the corruption of current priesthood
Looking for a Messiah who would come in the form of a physical ruler/leader (King, General)
Opposed
Pharisees and the Sa(?)
Who did not encourage the teaching of Jesus, the High Priest

Christians who have a true relationship with God
1) Responsibility of Holy brethren (Heb 3:1a)
To be Holy- Set apart to service and obedience, Set apart from moral corruption
Involves:
1. Accepting feedback on our weaknesses to continue changing towards likeness of Christ
2. Consistency in the way we live our lives as followers of God, above reproach before God and man.
3. Living our life right before God (Perfect standard)
How?
Based on the Word of God. Accountability to others, accepting feedback thankfully and gratefully for people who truly love God and love His people.

2)Privilege of heavenly calling (Heb3:1b)
For whom?
1)For those who have heard God's calling through the gospel and His holy spirit and have responded in faith, trust and obedience. [True believers]
What calling?
1)Not to a specific vocation, or for a specific gift or talent.
But?
1. Relationship with God
2. What God puts me through to mould me.
Privilege?
1. Freed from sin, slave to righteousness
2. People called by God have the freedom to give everything they have to God.
3. The freedom to choose to do God's work through His enabling.
4. Guided by the bible through experiences that are against God's character and will.
5. Can adopt an attitude which reflects the gratitude to a Father who grants the privilege to be called His children.

Consider Christ
1. Apostle- One who represents God and speaks to man on God's behalf
2. High priest- One who is chosen among man to represent them regarding things before God.

Jesus being God, was the perfect apostle for who knew God better than Himself.
Jsus being the perfect man, was the perfect High priest to represent us for he knew exactly what we went through and he experienced fully what we went through yet without sin.

Implications:
1. For God has called me into a life for His glory and purpose, I must no longer live to seek my own desires but of that of His kingdom. (Matt 6:33)
2. I must be consistent in my life as i continue to be holy, understanding that it is a responsibility of which i must obey.
3. I must not be bitter about my responsibilities or be resistant to good and loving advice from people for God has called different people into my life as well to guide and lead me.

Application for the week:
1) To learn holiness as a responsibility, I will submit to Chang Xiang fully, willingly and joyfully as my leader and to the authority of MYFC. (Through this i will be obedient to my human authority as well as to abstain from moral corruption like feelings of unwillingness and selfishness- wanting to do things my own way or at my own pace)
2) To learn calling as a privilege, I will encourage and share with at least 2 MYFC project servants about how God has been changing my attitude to be one of gratitude towards His work. For example, how no matter tiring or daunting the preparation might be for the different workshops, I thank God for helping me love His people and to work hard so that we might be as clear as we can be about the programs so that if people were to scrutinize our process in preparation, we might present ourselves as blameless and above reproach before God. However, i'll also share with them the difficulties i faced but how after learning from the passage of Hebrews, that it is all part of God's calling, the way he moulds me through circumstances. For example, like submitting to my leader even though i'm sometimes tired or lazy because God helps me to see it as opportunities for growing in patience, in love and perseverance.


2:54 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.




____________________________1.3.10

I thank my Father in heaven that each day i hear or read from His words, that i might even begin to understand and comprehend the implications it has in my life. We so often forget how that everything is by the Father's will and enabling, that suddenly we find our confidence is placed in things that are of this world. Our methods, our talents, our intelligence, our practices, our character, our values, our inclinations all suddenly become what guides and determines our life. Sometimes, it even becomes the confidence of which we assure ourselves our lives will work out.

Then the question surfaces: How can we place so much confidence in all these things, when we don't even know if there'll be even a next day or next moment from this point of time to carry them out. How do i even know my next breath will not be my last or that the metal structure above my head will not bring my demise? Only with the assurance that everything will work out according to God's will and purpose dare i say that every move i make i make in Him. For everything was created by Him and for Him.

One thing that i've learnt in my time in project serve is that God's character is consistent and that whenever we are trying to see something from God's perspective, we must never put Him at the same level as ourselves ( considering the fact if our level is even significant enough to be measured against His) .

One thing i would like to remember, is that being called to God's family is both a privilege and a responsibility. Father, I thank You for granting me even this small grasp of Your word, being able to even clinch a hint of the extent and extend of Your mercy, grace and love which abounds so abundantly free and so freely abundant. I thank You that it is really not by man's standards or by any good works that we are sanctified, but by Your own will that we are sanctified and being sanctified, thoroughly being equipped to do every good work for Your people, Your will and Your purpose. Amen :)

Col 3:23


10:51 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.




____________________________16.2.10

Hey all!! It really touches me to see how there are people who really are so generous and gracious...

Thanks alot to Leon's and Thalia's family who has so graciously opened up their houses for us to have a good time enjoying ourselves :D The food was awesome and so was the company :)

Mimby is coming up this Sat, i pray that everyone has been practicing consistently and responsibily as we are not having practice this wednesday... I think we all can understand how it is to be so preoccupied with one thing that we forget or our priorities are messed up! Like for my case, I fail to realise and thus, fail to plan on how i should be preparing for mission trip after MIMBY! So today i've started! Don't mind me ^^

After Mimby
1) Memorise puppet scripts (Lost coin+ COP) by monday
-Including practicing
2) Run through vocal warm ups and revisions by monday
- Try out and see if it'll make sense to anybody!
3) Memorise Sultan script and Wow script by Monday!
- Characterisation, emoting and blocking!

CANT WAIT FOR ROCK CLIMBING TOMORROW!!! :DD




7:31 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.




____________________________14.2.10

Hey guys! Sorry it really has been a long time since i've last posted, hee :P

Recently, i've been busy with SYFC commitments and I can assure you, these past few months i've really seen the Lord at work in the lives of the people around me! God really never seems to take a break, thank God for that :)

God has really been showing me daily through His word, about His good promises and truth and each day, His unfailing wisdom seems to fill me up! :D

Verses that have really impacted me:

Gal 2:20 How my life belongs to Christ, my ambitions, dreams, hopes, character, personality is all being slowly shaped and transformed by him.

Gal 3:13 How Christ became sin for us, he who lived perfectly under God's rule! Taking the punishment for our rebellion, bringing us forgiveness...

2 Tim 1:9 We have been saved, not by any good deeds or works, or by being morally upright, but it's beacause of His own good grace and mercy!

I pray that God's words will continue to touch, spur and transform your life continually until the day Christ returns :))

Happy Chinese new year and Valentine's day everyone!! :D

Do continue to pray for one another, as Christians, life is never meant to get any easier or simpler for us, but we as long as we keep focused and remember, where our true joy lies in :)

2 Cor 6:4~10

Cheers peeps :D


9:35 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.




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