Alright..life has never been better.. ive screwed up all my common tests by not working so hard, i mean its alittle too late to regret now but yeah welll... I hope ill be able to pick myself up again.. Hey i really think that we've gotta work harder this year(applicable to everybody), dun start to regret when u can choose to work harder... When ure mind is filled with good things and ways to further improve ure life, u have no time to think how badly u messed up and how worser things are gonna get=))
9:42 PM endless winter tales of life has ended, for now.
____________________________12.2.08
All the tests are piling in and im just starting to find out how totally unprepared i am... Man everyday when i reach home, all i can think of is chilling at my com.. Anyone interested in studying together'?? Haha its alwaes cooler to study in a group i feel.. U noe in drama when u watch how the actors perform how easy it seems? Now i realize how difficult their roles are, theres so many things to think about... Well i just hope ill live through this period and yeah thanks Jaben for the 100 plus=p
7:49 PM endless winter tales of life has ended, for now.
____________________________11.2.08
Do u noe the feeling.. when u thought you knew something very well but in the end u learnt that u dun even noe the basics?? For those band people out there, you would understand the term "tongueing"?? yeah well i realised that for 7years of my life i've not learnt it at all... How do u teach a junior when u ureselve arent prepared to give ure all? like how am i to tell them how they should do it when me myself cant do it?? I suppose theres gonna be a really long and tiring road up ahead for me as always=) Ohh and wow i actually survived the emceeing thingy today, it was pretty cool actually.. Although i dun think i really made a difference to anybody it was still a nice experience standing up there, and trust me its not a really good feeling when u noe everybody is watching.. ure every....single....move... *gasp
10:18 PM endless winter tales of life has ended, for now.
____________________________10.2.08
Well...todae was Sunday so i went to church like i always do.. I found that since the other day i went to meet Randy(From SYFC) for the visitation, i have been earlier for more things.. Good habits are nice=) Trust me, it's not easy playing for worship when you've not had much prior practice or none at all.. most important to me was that i wouldn't distract the people from the real messages from the songs.. so i just wanna really thank the people who were encouraging me all the way=] Tml's gonna be rather interesting, emceeing for an event without much preperation as well, whats with me and lack of preperation?? Seems to be happening alot as well.. ahh well im a magnet for alotta late things, but i tend to work better in tight situations..i hope =s Oh and i think tml will be a good time to start studying for those soon to come common tests..yah wish me all the best=D
10:23 PM endless winter tales of life has ended, for now.
____________________________9.2.08
I dunnoe why..but for some reason i just cant get to bed.. I suppose its all the thinking i've been doing lately, all the choices i've been making in my life suddenly seems so based on impulse.. U noe the feeling when u keep thinking about something over and over again and when ya finally make the decision.. everything seems great... But now it stinks, i dun even noe if i should have done it in the first place... I do hope however that things will change for the better, coz ive learnt how not to make impulsive decisions the hard way...and yes.. friendship indeed is one of the most important aspects of anyone's life..learn ta treasure it while ya can=\
2:58 AM endless winter tales of life has ended, for now.
hahaz.. i created this blog so that i can really reflect on my daily thoughts.. how i can do something better or maybe something i can change about myself.. So yeah this is for my close frends to help me with that=)
1:14 AM endless winter tales of life has ended, for now.
