Ahh.. how i miss her... It's like, i like her but i dun wanna like her at the same time.. It's just so tiring... My bros and Nancy has told me once before, that it's not right but... My frail heart keeps falling for her over and over again, only God can save me now.. But how can i be saved when i choose not to be saved.. Oh God.. Help me!
It's just so worrying to think about it... How easily we Christians can stray when we're not consistenly walking in our faith.... :s
Peace out ppl....
9:40 PM endless winter tales of life has ended, for now.
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Hey people :D Today during band pract... We managed to go through somewhat Whistle While You Work, Beauty and the Beast + The Light Eternal.. Oh that last song is awesome!!!
After that, we rushed off to attend the Workshop conducted by Mr. Ito( I hope thats how you spell his name) He really interacted well with all of us even though there was a language barrier.. His techniques were really useful and beneficial to me as i've alwaes had problems here and there... Sectionals with the Japanese Trombonists wasn't awkward in the least! At least for me it wasn't, i could see that they were really shy and they kept exchanging embarrassed glances with one another :p I really hope thati'll make good use of those techniques learnt today so that i can become a better musician!
After the workshope, i met Ys, Qiyuan and Marilyn for dinner.. Ohh man, QY and YS i noe what u guyz were up to man.. Stop it! Like seriously... Ill stick up my CHIN in ure face and face my BACK to u guyz XD
thats it for now peepZ!!!
Cya soon :D
9:43 PM endless winter tales of life has ended, for now.
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Ok! So i finally decided to re-upload my blog... Decided that this was a much much better place to express my thoughts and feelings as compared to burdening my friends:p sorry Marilyn ha! Anyway.. ive started a new trend, scaring Estee! haha... It's become part of my daily cycle to stand behind her, and suddenly shriek into her ears... I hope she doesn't have a stroke one day or dislocate her arm with all the jerking she's doing... :) Well.. Everythin's been in a whirl for me, at times i'd have certain thoughts which seems just so appealing.. but Then reality hits me in the "behind" and i'll realsie that it's just not meant to be... Will i ever get back my senses and all i've ever believed in?? I sure hope i do.. before i start hurting the people i really do care for :s
PEace out PplZ :D
10:38 PM endless winter tales of life has ended, for now.
