The eyes see what you hide

____________________________31.5.09

Becoming me, may take a lifetime.
But i'll persevere, for i noe there is someone who is always in control.
There's nothing to fear, for He Himself is life and through Him
all who believe shall live eternally.
I'd need that amount of time(:

hahaha hope u had lots of "fan" at the fair :D

12:04 AM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________29.5.09

Well, today was supposedly our last performance as PWSymphonists... But i've a feeling it definitely is not! :p Somehow, PWS will remain in our hearts and we'll always have a certain attraction to it :D PWS all the way!!!!

Chinese O' levels are just about around the corner.. Oh No! Thankfully Mrs. Chang gave me alot of valuable advice, i've found out that she's really actually quite a nice teacher :D Mrs. Han was giving out cookies today like O.O!!! hahaha so cool can?

Haha and please lor, you looked real nice today (: Ahh man... but i didnt get to see ya perform, although that might've been a good thing though :p I guess i would have gotten well... u noe (: ahh!! Any pic is a good pic leeny so long ure in it :p

PC09!!!!!!! :DD I think only 3 ppl noe this so far :p

5:39 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________27.5.09

Today was Drama O's once again!! Man, this feeling of nervousness really seemed foreign to me sometime ago.. Why did it all come back at once? :s
I feel that we did pretty well!! But Ms. Wong commented that we seemed exhausted.. I guess we were in a way after all those countless of hours rehearsing.. I'll really miss ya guys (:

Haha!! And we're back to normal again arent we? :D yeah really, thanks for being there for me and encouraging me all the way.. I was really pleasantly suprised when i saw you come in, agh but man u had to stay in that hot corridor.... :\ sorry.... And wow the cocoa frost was really phenomenal, i dun see why you wouldnt wanna dig into it as well, so thanks leeny (: P.S I dun think ure ever gonna beat me still :p

Anywaes, the photos and videos will probably be up tml... I'm not the only one/thing that's tired tonight, my video cam's flat out :p

Life's Great :D

Toss a penny,
and you'll see so many,
of a different smile
and their own sleek style,
see the wonders of a blue horizon,
never worry about life unliscenced
for love so forbiden,
but a friendship ever so smittened...

9:14 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________26.5.09

what the hell is wrong with me.
will somebody save me?

8:56 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

I've tried but in vain
for the hurt i've caused
it is so pain
i've tried to believe
but this aint no dream
life aint no fairytale
and i must bid my farewell
for to u ill never bring a smile
till im far far away

it's best this way. Is it?

8:52 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________23.5.09

woahh like... the pass few daes has really been all about Drama DRama DRAMA!! well... im not saying like its a bad thing or anything but well... yeahh too much off sumting its never good!

But i can say it has really been pretty enjoyable and rewarding in its own lil special ways (:

Yeah but i think i gotta learn how to focus my attention and manage my time wisely among my other subjects..

I promised you that didnt I? That we were gonna work hard together! :D

SO WE WILL! and dun give me that look, tooo badddd :p

hahaha and yeah..i really miss ya :P

3:50 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________21.5.09

Staring out across into the stars,
u fell from the sky from a distance afar,
I gazed upon the blazing light,
and smiled in such great delight,
and as i whispered a silent wish,
that no more goodbyes so that i'll miss,
for that look in your beaming eyes,
could make a million reasons for me to fly.

9:08 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________17.5.09

Nites cutie pie (:

11:25 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

In this world full of obstacles,
theres only one way to be ever sure,
that to whatever u do there might be no takers,
but so long u believe u can be assured,
that life will go on smoothly with the belief,
that in anything u do ull be relieved :D

8:44 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

Holding your hand laughing through the night,
we'll talk about our lives hanging on tight,
so that even if we fall apart,
the memoirs we had will stay in our heart (:

7:28 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

Singing with laughter,
painting manslaughter,
Words of hatred,
love that's not fated.

Singing to a love that's,
ever been had.
Singing so ure screaming,
to a feeling so looming.

Word's of disguise ever so pertinent,
that a voice so freaky that could give u ill treatment.

Making flowers bloom,
aint gonna save no baby boom,
for a world filled with so much lust,
that our lives all turn to dust.

Oh where did that love go?
for so many had hope..
The pain they had told,
had them hung on a rope..

To love do us part,
for life's wager to uncut,
the many tears left to dry,
by the thousands who had to die.

Well well.. dun worry im not talking about anyone in particular..
i came up wif this while thinking about the 9/11 incident..

Oh indeed where did the love go,
that so many had been told,
Is happiness but a show,
in this world thats freezing so cold...

Hey now stop now to think,
if you are the missing link,
to another's yearning call,
for the hurt they feel makes them fall...

Love your neighbours as yourself,
for what good is life if care is left on a hard and dusty shelf,
nothing's so hard about bringing a smile,
if only u knew how pain could be so vile.

So really, lets stop think to consider,
if our friends need some care and concern..
We all noe how it feels like to be oh so alone,
thinking that the world is left to wither like bones..

My compositions are not to be copied! Read and comment all u like though :D

3:32 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________16.5.09

Eyes that sparkle,
a smile that chuckles,
a laugh that tickles,
her words that just wanna make u giggle,

what would u say,
if u met this girl one fine day,
well i would tell her,
ure oh so lovable :D

12:26 AM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________15.5.09

Life's a journey,
you keep on turning,
Though the road is long,
you keep on strong,
even through the fiery wilderness,
you remain earnest,

Through what life may uncover,
you must never fear to be braver (:

Life's too short to sit down and do nothing,
but it's long enough to get up and do everything,
it may not be glamarous or a piece of sugar cake,
but u noe its full of ure best mates,

Life may seem meaningless at times,
oh but wait till u see it sparkle like a dime,

Life chews and spits you up like a rotten egg,
but you know you gotta get up and not break...

Words of inspiration from me to u my friends :D

Life is all about making the small things count
and living it without a doubt!

1:17 AM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________14.5.09

The soft pattering of raindrops out my window sill
keeps my mind of to what life steals
but however light the flight of the droplets
the magic of it all just locks u in its petals.

1:06 AM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________13.5.09

We don't need to go that far,
let's hold on to where we are,
if it's real we'll make it through,
Coz all i need is you~

(:

4:35 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

hahahaha!! hmm hmm hmm...
Cmon... u noe i love ure crap rite (:
U can talk alll nite... I dun mind :D
Just so long ure happy, im feeling er... lappy?
LOL!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDd
Alwin's happy (:

1:32 AM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________11.5.09

As lil' children laid their heads,
upon their soft cushioned white beds,
sleeping slumberly not to awake,
till first light opens the gate,
then a bright day begins!
with the cockadoodledoo of a chicken! :D

Good night world (:

11:07 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

There's so much to say, so much to do, yet so little time.
But before that all, there's just 1 think id like to noe.
1 more thing that means alot to me.
1 more thing that ull have to say.
But we'll leave that to after factor theorems and Co-loni-alism (:

7:18 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

There's just one last thing i need to noe...

3:29 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

Today's just been.. an awesome day (:

12:43 AM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________10.5.09

You are my life (:

11:28 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

There's so much to say, will you listen to my heart?

8:58 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________9.5.09

WILL U HELP ME OUT HERE?
CALL ME SELFISH! BLAME ME FOR TRYING TO BE EXTRA!
CRY THAT U DUN NEED ME! I DUN GIVE A DAMN!

ALL I NOE THAT SUMTIN'S WRONG, AND I CANT DO A DAMN THING ABOUT IT.....

IF u wanna do this on ure own then fine, i just dun get why suddenly u want to tell me everything.
i noe that i dun mean a damn thing to u in that way, fine i can accept that.
Then look upon me as a damn friend will you.

What about the trust we shared? The hopes we had together?
We made it as friends.
Yeah i noe damn well i cant let go, but ill do it for u

11:55 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

misery is alli ever brought, then misery is all i'll take.
U can keep the happy times.

11:33 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

Well, apparently it doesn't. So i'll stop (:

8:05 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

Confirmed Players:

1) Alwin
2) Miki
3) Nicholas
4) Hung Yih
5) Shao
6) Hong Jie
7)Jerry
8)Khan
9) Cleon
10) Amos
11)Bervin
12) Sufi
13) Qi yuan
14) Jian Qiang
15)Nigel
16)Hadi
17)Robin
18)Yan Seng
Cmon ppl!!! REPLY REPPLY REEEEEEEEEPLY :DDDDD

Confirmed Nuh-uhs:
1)Hadi
2)Soh Ron
3)Keith

6:04 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________8.5.09

Haiz.. Life is Life, what more could we ask for?

The more we have, the less we've left.
The more we fight, the more we collide.
The more we perservere, the more we disappear.

But what's the point of life, if it was all sweet songs and melodies of love, peace and joy?
We're all in this world for a reason, best of all, never alone in it (:

In this place called home, i noe ive got my friends to count on, they'll never let me go...
Thanks guys (:
All of u.....

Even though i have problems, dunt we all?
Even if i think im alone, u guys are alwaes there to remind me im not. (not necessarily gently, but well nonetheless :P)
Whenever i fall, u guys are there to pick me up.
I love u guys, forever and ever.
Though eternity may not last, but we noe all friendship does :D

Cheers!~ (:

10:14 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

It's not about what happened during my day, it has never been about that... It's just i dunnoe, im just confused, scared and guilty... I dunnoe what to say, what to do...

Its like everyday's another life for me, i never noe who or what i am today or the next. I never choose the way i feel, think or act.. I just do what i do...

silent cries go unheard, hidden pleas go missing.
the only thing that ever remains, is a smile that is ever ready to die.

5:13 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

will loving you make u happy?

so we've learnt to shut our mouths and smile (:

5:12 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________7.5.09

tell me everything. Everyhow, everynow, everythen. Everything.

It may be just me, but thats the way i am.

10:18 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

Haha thanks alot dude.. Really what u said has got me thinking right...
Really its really tiring, but that's life aint it (:
I'll take heed to what u said, remember what my priorities now...
But its hard to do what i have to do.. Give me the strength to do it.

I want the truth, even if it hurts me.

10:07 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

I can't lie, everytime i leave my heart turns grey.

3:22 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

I hate this feeling.. I promised i wouldnt come back to this, but here i am, stuck in the ditch once again :(

Life's unfair, no one couldnt care. Even when u think ure sumting, reality hits u in the back, and u find ure nothing..

I noe, i dun believe in whatever i say, and itll be gone, sooner or later.. But i just cant shake these feelings.. Why am i back in this place again?

Dun even get me started on physics.

Today's just not my day :\

haha but dun let me get ya down! :D
We all go through sumting somewhere over nothing (:

cheers!~

3:18 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

fingers crossed and fears tossed
always look ahead
wide into life's big parade :D

1:05 AM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

And Jian Qiang Reads Blogs. Wow :D

12:32 AM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

Haha well today's math paper was pretty alrite :D But the start was a bummer.. I got totally scolded for nothing! I mean, I never meant to be rebelious or anything... why put me down infront of everyone? What on earth did i do... Naw.. forget that.

I realised ive been sleeping alot lately.. seems like someone's influenced me to take afternoon naps :p SIESTA!!!~
ahh.. but it really feels awesome.. One moment i was reading my book and the next... Snoozing like i've got all the time in the world :P

Once again Mac welcomed us wif open arms :D SO long we purchased enough fries and lemon tea to sustain us :p Apparently there was this nice lady there who was "giving us advice" on how to stay there without the manager bugging us... But i guess she was just trying to earn her keep :\

Posting juuuuuuust before go to sleep.. Hope ya go to sleep soon too :P

Nites ppls!!! :O

Cheers!~

P.S Few more days to end of e-x-a-m-i-n-a-t-i-o-n-s!!!! :DD Perservere!!!!

12:24 AM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________5.5.09

The funny thing about us guys is that.. Our term of "awhile" differs depending on the situation :p

An awhile for studying and awhile for playing soccer really leaves us wondering.... Ahh well who cares :D

Today's papers were A-W-E-S-O-M-E! Well counting out Geography, i think Chem was cool!!! ITs like, the first chem paper i was ever prepared for!! COolios :DD

Ohh, and i think that pat on the head really helped me alot..I hope i didnt suck out any brain juice from ya :}

Cheers!~ :D:D:D:D

4:58 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________3.5.09

The past few days has just been magical.... I never knew anything until now.. I wasn't sure about anything, until now :)

Haha at Jian Qiang's house we were totally totally, studying like for real! Even though we were like, distracted here and there.. We got most of the job done :D Ill post random pictures as soon as im done revising wif my buddy :D which is probably never :P

CHeers ppl!~

10:54 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

Studying at jian qiang'shouse:D Post later ;)

STUDyHARDPPL!!!

7:11 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

hahaha! Many thanks to Shu Min for helping me wif my skin!! Im like a totally idiot when it comes to this :P THANKS :D

12:02 AM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________2.5.09

hahaha! WEll i cant believe the day has come where'd i'd actually return here.. I missed ya blog :p

I dunnoe.. i guess there's this weird fascination i have for running my fingers down the keyboard and writing sumting down... I mean, i suppose im allowed to do anything here rite? :o

Sumtimes.. its just so hard to keep ure feelings to ureself, thats why im glad i noe ive people around me who i can trust to listen to my heart :D

Cheers!~ :D

11:19 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.