The eyes see what you hide

____________________________29.7.09

God works in mysterious ways... like seriously :O
But i like that (:
Don't u? :D

9:42 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________28.7.09

haha alrite alrite.. Didnt get to post it the other day... Last saturday was it? I cant exactly recall.. haha! I cant even remember what i did in the morning :O

Thanks for inviting me to service Cheryl, really was a.. Different experience like "wow".. Uve got quite a bunch of cool people there :P

After that, had worship pract which was like, ultra late man... But i think it was alrite :D

9:23 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________27.7.09

God, you work in mysterious ways. But i know that you always make a way, even when there seems to be no way.. So Father, teach us to just trust you in everything, for your plan is perfect and unshakeable :D

9:46 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________21.7.09

Lord, help me to learn to trust you and to lean on you in my times of misery and desperation. You indeed, are the way the truth and the life. Teach me how to be a light in a world full of darkness but yet, a world where Your glory shines like stars in the galaxy.

I've many friends who love me and i wanna learn how to appreciate that and love them back! :D
So God, let me not waste my time by being bitter but better yet, how i can be a joy to those around me! :))

9:58 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

8:15 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

I F L S... S S S D S T S B S C S! W M I A D T T Y, Y D D T... U D H T A T.. U D H T P U W M!! S D, S A J L G O M W Y?! E C M U S M H B M R N S S S S S S S S S S S SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

8:00 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________20.7.09

H, I T I W A L T F T T.... B A M, A I W T D I T W O M I H W Y, I M Y H A Y F, M, Y G Fs and Y G Fs A W.. I S, G I H I W I A S A A H!

10:21 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________19.7.09

Thanks to mom and dad! Now i've got a device to save all my memories and to replay them as and when i want to :D!

Today, had suprise tuition in the morning, no kidding.. it really was a suprise :O After that, rushed down from Punggol to Serangoon to go for the Brother's day event! REally had alot of fun and very touched by the effort put in by all the sisters, although i didn't expect to get as wet as I did :P OH and to Trina! AWESOME CHEESECAKE :DDD

After dinner, raced to meet Jian Qiang at Bugis to buy our "leg thingies" and suprise for you :D Hope u like it :P

From Bugis, we had to go all the way back to Serangoon, the place where i originally came from -.- Reached Serangoon gardens LATE to meet Shu Min and Dayna, my deepest of apologies :S
LARGE SUGARCANE and Stingray was awesome :O Although i dun really appreciate the onion Jian :P But it was quite a laugh :D

Currently playing field commander and not sleeping :P Waiting for somebody :D

Glad that u had a good dinner and quality time with family today! It's nice to see family ties strengthening each day ;) Treasure it, protect it, love it :D
and although this is a late message...

HAPPY 21st AILEEN LYDIA THOMAS a.k.a JIE!!! :DDD
May God continue to watch over you and guide you through the ups and downs, the twists and the turns and the 360s and 180s in your life :D

12:47 AM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________18.7.09

I'd bear every moment for you, for not will i ever leave you in a ditch (:

10:05 AM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________17.7.09

G, S I J F S U, N B A T D N!
H T S T A J W H S!
T P, I C B W Y L.
F L, I P T Y W T C O...

3:46 AM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

Indeed, sometimes trust is the hardest thing in the world.. But sometimes, it's also not just about the fun and laughter...

3:43 AM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________15.7.09

Alwin loves taking long bus rides with a LINEEE (:

10:06 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________14.7.09

As he walked down the narrow alley, his eyes blazed with rage, thoughts racing through his head. He stared down at his hands, grazed with grime and the soil of his father's land. As he clutch his heart, tears from blood-shot eyes streamed down like rain from the heavens. Agony was in his veins, hatred was pulsating through his blood. Not knowing the feeling, not embracing the distaste of life, he stared out into the wide open street, lit with street lamps and the headlights of passing vehicles, only one word had he ever chose to utter, only one that seemed to answer his question. Only one that seemed to make him ponder, and puase.

Why?

9:30 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

TFG? TALYMN? FBATAB? WDIFTW? DYFTW? OIJM? IHT! IHI IHI IHI! WMLTUTWS?! W?! CSJBAMP?! CASMT?! W! W! W! W! W! DI! DIDIDIDI!

T F L R B,
P M H T I S T F,
N M D Y S T S I O H,
O T P A A I J F S S,
S V S.....

8:04 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

Many times in life, things just don't seem to go the way you really want it to. On the contrary, it even goes in the complete opposite direction. I find it hard to grasp that fact at times, how you seem to have the perfect plan in your head, how it will happen, what will happen, what then happens next and how it goes on.
But most of the time, it never seems to be the case. How does one then find strength to pull through, pick up oneself and move on?
People talk about happy endings, beautiful beginnings. But how then, do we explain the calamity that never fails to befall us?
Well if you're confused about what I'm talking about, good. This would get you thinking. Correct me if i'm wrong or if you feel that im over generalising. But it's my strong believe, that many of us are not thinking too much, but in actual fact, are not thinking even at all! We do things with a fear of the end and thus, we find strength hard to muster to consider the endless possibilities, how is it that we can endure even with such little assurance? I can't that's for sure.
How then, can I find peace to all this empty suspensions of ill-stability? The lack of sure confidence and blessed assurance? Hmmm...

Is there another way to handle this ill feelings of despair and agony? How can we attempt to spare ourselves the trouble when trouble nonetheless still continues to befall on us?

Lying by the school fitness corner, i wondered to myself. What can I do to impact the people around me? All i came up with were ludicrous and absurd ideas.

I don't know if anyone can relate, but have you ever felt the feeling, of trying to be a good samaritan, but end up being tossed onto the frying pan like a greasy piece of weenie? In times like this, I find it hard to identify with yourself what you used to believe. As time goes by, you slowly lose yourself to the world, not knowing which way you're headed any longer. We see the need, to live day by day without a care or worry of the world, seeking nothing but having to live by another morning, anticipating the good times we're about to enjoy. Is there really more to life then all that?
Is there more to the toil, to the sweat and tears, to the bloodshed and to the disappointments?
Where is happiness when we're at our lowest, where indeed is our solace when we're seeking peace?

Thoughts by an unusually not disturbed disturbed heart.

Then again the question stands, who are you? Who am I?

7:52 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________13.7.09

Hey guys! Thanks for inviting me for some gym time! IT sure has been a long time :D
Had alot of fun! Wah but like seriously, not used to it... Looking forward to next monday ;)

Anyone up for soccer this Friday? :O IF u are, i might decide to try and plan :D

And anywaes!!! hoppe all u guys have started on ure consistent revision!! Whatever u do, dun mug, just do ure work consistently! And im sure we'll be fine ;) No matter what, dun give up! That's the last thing we wanna have happen after 4 years of toil , blood, sweat and tears :D

ALL THE WAY Sec 4s of 09 :D

9:35 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________12.7.09

You are the music, that sings a melody of a thousand suns.
You are the beat, that is ever pounding the rhythm of my heart.
You are the reason, for every taking of a chance.
The healing, of every single cut (:

7:45 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________9.7.09

The pure innocence of a child (:

A child was asked, What is a banker?

The reply came as " A banker is someone who cooks bread- like for sandwiches. Bankers make all the bread at the bankery. I've seen it on TV."

Knowing that her six-year-old daughter's class was to receive a talk from a police officer on drug awareness, a mother collected a sample of household medications, which came in a range of colours, shapes and sizes, and she tolde her about the danger of accepting "sweets" from kids. When the officer asked if anyone knew what drugs looked like, her daughter raised her hand. " I know about drugs, my mummy showed he mers. She has them all over the house."

Both extracted from articles in Reader's Digest, June 2009 Edition.

It's good to sometimes take a step back, and look at how you've grown and changed all these years. :D

11:29 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

The scariest moments are when you forget the reason as to why you did it.

5:32 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________8.7.09

Tired, exhausted.. but well..

Thanks everyone for extending me your birthday greetings (:
hahaha! Well it certainly was a suprise when u guys chose to sing the birthday song when u did! :P I didnt even have time to finish chewing my chewy :p

hahaha!! anyways!!
Drama was tiriiiiiing, but well... I guess i did manage to pull of a performance of at least soem standard rite?? haha but need to retake so.. excited to see how it progresses :D

Chewy junior with HL Milk in the morning, a shinee T, an awesome gal! What more could a guy ask for? (:

7:48 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________3.7.09

Im taking advice! Im not gonna think no more!

I dun wanna care! I dun wanna be bothered! I dun wanna noe :D
Whatever happens happens, whatever doesnt happens doesnt! SO I DONT CARE :D

Since its alwaes so dumb to think, then what for man! Just a load of rubbish to deal with, no matter who thinks otherwise! U noe what? :O I DUN CARE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Im mad? yeah maybe i am! I think i am! But u noe what?! I dun care, no one cares! IT's jsut scary, so be it! Leave it as it is! BECAUSE I CANT BE BOTHERED EITHER! Not any more (:

10:23 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

DAMN IT, I'M NOT A SUBSTITUTE!

hais... had a long day today... Lessons were alright, had chinese O' Level oral today... Topic that came out turned out to be AYG, so there was much to be said even though the passage was stinking hard...

Drama was so-so.. didnt really perform yet so im not dead yet till tml... yeah!

As of now, pissed off for no apparent reason.
STruggling with issues.
Battling wif something.
Angry at nothing.
damn it la..
I hate this.

9:19 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.

____________________________2.7.09

I'm glad that you're all alright (:

Glory to God :D!

9:32 PM
endless winter
tales of life has ended, for now.